BEFORE THE FEAST – Saša Stanišic

“I am sure she wanted me as a witness to carry the story of her child out into the world, and may God help me, I will do so.”

Current installment of Tommi Reads the World – we’re still in the Bs.

Country: Bosnia
Title: Before the Feast
Author: Saša Stanišic
Language: German
Translator: Anthea Bell
Publisher: ‎ Random House GmbH, 2014; English translation, Pushkin Press 2015

Bubba may have shot the jukebox in American country music lore, but Herr Schramm shoots the cigarette machine in Bosnian-born Saša Stanišic’s Before the Feast.  The novel, set in a small German village, takes place over the course of one night as the town “sleeps” before the Feast – a celebration that will bring in some tourists. Only the town isn’t sleeping. 

Herr Schramm keeps getting interrupted in his quest to commit suicide. The fox is trying to bring back eggs to her kits. The renowned town painter is apt to drown herself in her attempts to paint the artwork that will be auctioned off during the celebration. Something’s a miss with the church bells and the young apprentice, an atheist, isn’t getting the opportunity to show what he can do. Frau Schwermuth is combatting a bit of madness as the town’s legends, lore, and history is spilling forth into the night.  More people die than are born there, and they’ve already lost the ferryman.  Who knows what the night will hold?

It’s a snapshot of one night, but that brief moment has flashes that take us back hundreds of years.  The town is as much a character, if not more so, than the current and past inhabitants that walk the pages.  Ghosts are disturbed. Memories stalk. Fear returns. The ground is stained with blood and life and still yet hope.  And cigarette ash.

It’s a novel of remembering, of oral traditions, of storytelling deep into the night.  The prose is at times jumbled, but mostly pretty.  If you’re looking to follow a plot, there is not one.  The plot is in the night and the stories themselves.  It’s the night before the feast and everyone is sleeping and everything is alive.  Except for the ferryman.

Read this book.

THE FAVORITES – Layne Fargo

At the beginning of the year, I resolved to listen to more audio books, and while it is not my preferred reading medium, I am finding that I really enjoy it – especially if the narrator(s) “work” with the words. I think some of my early dislike of audio books was due to poor narration that couldn’t hold my attention. I recently read Layne Fargo’s The Favorites (Random House 2025), narrated by Christine Lakin, Louisa Zhu, Amy Landon, Elena Rey, Valerie Rose Lohman, Suzanne Toren, Graham Halstead, Julia Emelin, Layne Fargo, Eric Yang, and Johnny Weir.  It was a PRODUCTION, let me tell you.  I’m not sure if it was the set up of the book being a documentary with multiple talking heads, but the audio is bloody fantastic.  And Johnny Weir narrating a character in a book about competitive ice dancing?  Color me sold.

Some folks draw a ready comparison between The Favorites and works by Taylor Jenkins Reid and Fargo does thank Reid in her acknowledgments, but I’ve never read TJR.  (I know.  I KNOW.) The Favorites, however, is the best kind of reading candy.  It’s toxic and sexy, bloody and brilliant, full of obsession, jealousy, and glitter.  Every character skates in a morally grey part of the rink, each with a taste of villain and hero, and I loved each jagged-lined one.

The novel is equal parts bildungsroman, love story, thriller, and competitive sports novel – and these four parts bleed seamlessly into the other. The writing is as sharp as the blades on the skates and as fun as a free skate program.

Long story short – Katarina Shaw is a young kid with a dream – she’s going to be an Olympic skater, and she will do whatever it takes to accomplish her goals. When she meets Heath Rocha, a broken kid in the foster care system, they lean into each other to escape reality for dreams. They become a formidable pairs team, full of passion, angst, and toxicity. Their relationship on the ice is magic, off the ice, it’s toxic and marred by gossip and competitive spirits.  Their relationships with their colleagues and fellow competitors are full of respect and sabotage, false smiles and distrust.  It is an edge of the seat, thrilling read – a train wreck of a career you can’t look away from.

As someone who grew up in the 80s & 90s, Nancy and Tanya were household names. And I’d watch the skaters, the gorgeous outfits and breathtaking jumps, turns, and fancy footwork with a child’s abandon and imagination. This book fed something in that little girl in me and reminded me of sitting cross legged on the living room floor and being entertained by the beautiful and talented athletes.

Read this book.

And there is plenty of time to read it before April 21st when Laura Beth will be hosting an author chat with Layne Fargo! For more information, check out Laura Beth at:

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You can see her upcoming schedule of author chats and watch some of the other ones on her Youtube channel!

WOMEN WHO RUN WITH THE WOLVES – Clarissa Pinkola Estes

“I’m really friendly but not quite tame.”

I’ve wanted to read Women Who Run with the Wolves: Myths & Stories of the Wild Woman Archetype by Clarissa Pinkola Estes for a bit, I just never got around to it. As someone who has been drawn to reoccurring archetypes in legend and lores throughout the world (and someone who embraces a wildness), this seemed the perfect read to listen to while traveling. (I attempted The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*UCK and realized pretty quickly that I’m not it’s intended audience.)

Women Who Run with the Wolves is a bit of an interesting presentation as it stresses early on that only the so-called “wild women” are intuitive and creative, and they are born into the wrong families and don’t fit in. It discredits the passion and intuition that drives others who don’t seem to fit the same archetype that Estes believes fits that archetype.  And where it gets preachy and almost demeaning to women who were not outcast is where I found it lacking.  She walked that back a bit later, but it annoyed me.

I was familiar with the majority of the myths presented, but I disagreed with some of her take-aways.  I think it needs a more nuanced approach. I do think more folks need to read the section “The Fallacy of Relationship as Completion,” and there are some great sound bites on independence and finding one’s voice, but I’m not sure I would recommend it.

GOOD DIRT – Charmaine Wilkerson

“She is no stranger to keeping time by what she has lost.”

When I reviewed Charmaine Wilkerson’s novel, Black Cake, back in 2022, I remarked that it was a solid debut, but I wished the transitions between POVs and timelines had been smoother. Her sophomore novel, Good Dirt (Ballantine Books 2025), similarly jumps timelines and POVS; however, those clunky transitions are gone. I liked Black Cake a lot. I loved Good Dirt.

Good Dirt centers around a part of American history that I was wholly ignorant of, and that is not only the use of slave potters but the hidden literacy these slaves inscribed in their pots. It’s absolutely fascinating, and it gives us the most memorable character in the novel, “Old Mo,” a 19th century stoneware jar, crafted by an enslaved potter. The jar had been in the Freeman family for six generations and was a valuable and extremely cherished family heirloom.  When Ebby Freeman is ten, robbers break into her home, killing her brother and shattering the jar.  She watches Baz die, and her life is forever altered and scarred by this moment.  When the novel opens, Ebby is preparing to marry a rich, white man that she loves.  She intends to carry her brother’s picture down the aisle with her. She’s left at the altar, and the woman who was known for the trauma she’d been a victim to as a child is back in the media spotlight as the jilted fiancée of the Henry Pepper. She escapes to France to confront her ghosts and lick her wounds.

This is very much Ebby’s story of healing from her childhood trauma and her broken heart, but it is also a novel of generational trauma, resilience, and good dirt. Wilkerson dances across a timeline with ease, taking us to Kandia in 1803, a pottery woman, who is stolen from her people and carried to another land, her husband’s baby growing inside. Decades of stolen lives, stolen stories, stolen moments, forced labor, forced relations, and forced acquiescence follows.  Good Dirt traverses that landscape in a delicate yet unyielding way – the story is just beautifully crafted.

I don’t want to spoil this one.  Much like Black Cake, part of the magic is watching it take shape, like a stoneware jar under the hands of a talented artisan.

Read this book.

THE LOVE ELIXIR OF AUGUSTA STERN – Lynda Cohen Loigman

“For a moment, Augusta could remember what it felt like to believe – not in the magic of witches or fairies, but in the magic of women who knew how to heal; the magic of women in the quiet of their kitchens, who could sweeten a bitter woman’ s heart or soothe a man’s temper with a cup of tea.”

The Love Elixir of Augusta Stern by Lynda Cohen Loigman ( St. Martin’s Press 2024) has whispers of Remarkably Bright Creatures and Big Fish with the slightest hint of When Women Were Dragons and Lessons in Chemistry. It’s a historical novel of folk remedies, science, women in male dominated fields, second chances, and found families – and it’s all wrapped in magic that smells like chicken soup. It’s cozy and warm, but if I think about it too hard, I think it’s the saddest book ever, just wrapped in warm and fuzzy trappings.

Augusta Stern, a pharmacist forced into retirement after lying about her age for a decade, relocates from New York to Rallentando Springs, a popular senior community in Florida that comes equipped with a pool.  (Her only requirement.) She moves in just before her 80th birthday and is still settling in when a blast from the past shows up in the form of Irving Rivkin, the boy who’d broken her heart six decades ago. (Augusta can hold a grudge.)

The novel, set in 1987, frequently jumps back to 1922. The reader gets some of the grief and struggles for Augusta and her sister when their mother dies, but the focus of the section is more on Esther, their father’s old-world aunt who brings traditional medicine into the home and butts heads with Augusta’s pharmacist father. Esther remarks that if she’d been a man, she’d have been called an apothecary; instead, she was seen as a witch.  Augusta finds herself determined to become a bridge between her great aunt and father, but also between the traditional medicines and the new. But Augusta makes a mistake, and Irving marries someone else, and Esther dies. She abandons the old and throws herself into pharmacy school, having to fight tooth and nail just to be acknowledged and respected.

Slowly, almost too slowly, the novel reveals what really happened back in 1922.  The writing is sharp – it’s funny and really quite cozy.  You’ll love Augusta, who is a spitfire from day one. But when I think about her life and how different it would have been, it guts me.  The ending doesn’t redeem that for me.  Not after all that time.  At least Irving had the twins.  And that’s why if I think about it too hard, it’s the saddest book.  (So, I just don’t think about it too hard.)

Read this book.

THE LIFE AND TIMES OF HANNAH CRAFTS – Gregg Hecimovich

Nearly twenty decades now, I fancied myself a wannabe or soon-to-be scholar, and while my focus centered on South African literature, I liked to apply postcolonial theories and the concept of “the empire writes back” to African American literature and the use of canonical works in carving out stories.  I was also a person who regularly reread Bleak House.  For funsies. So, color me sold when a Victorian literature class taught by Gregg Hecimovich introduced me to The Bondwoman’s Narrative.  The final I wrote for the class, “Tulkinghorn Reborn,” while not the greatest, detailed how Hannah Crafts used Dickens’s Tulkinghorn for her villain, Mr. Trappe. I was fascinated by the manuscript that could have been the first novel by an African American female, and a novel by a woman who had lived not only in North Carolina, but the Chowan away from the place I called home.  A woman who was intimately familiar with Jane Eyre, Rob Roy and Bleak House, as well as with Biblical illusions when her very literacy was a crime. When Gregg told me he was going to find her, I knew I wanted to help. My investigation was short-lived, with an early theory involving John Wheeler Moore holding more significance. I graduated. I moved.  And while I never forgot Hannah and thought of her and her stolen literacy every time I crossed the Chowan, I never looked for her again.  But Gregg never stopped.  Last year, he published his findings.  The Life and Times of Hannah Crafts: The True Story of The Bondwoman’s Narrative (Ecco) is part scholarship, part mystery, part resurrection, and part apology.

The Life and Times is really three different stories: the manuscript The Bondwoman’s Narrative, Gregg’s decades long search to identify the author and prove her to be an African American female who escaped slavery in North Carolina, and the stories unearthed during his search. To read this work, one must appreciate all three. To that end, I would strongly recommend reading Hannah Crafts’s novel.

The Life and Times is a bit piecemeal, a fragmented collection of following bread crumbs, circling back, and starting over to fit together broken pieces of stolen lives and stories and names.  Because this isn’t just Hannah’s story.  (I will call her Hannah.  It was her mother’s name.  The name she kept when she shed the shackles of slavery and fled North. A name passed down from forgotten and stolen matrilinear lines.  And so, I call her Hannah. Still.) Gregg recognized early on that Hannah intentionally choose fiction as her storytelling mode and that she incorporated the stories that had been passed down, the faces kept alive only by the stories, and that she breathed a life into them, an immortality in her words that wasn’t just for her.  And so, an entire community is given life in Gregg’s work.  Hannah Crafts very likely was Hannah Bond and later Hannah Vincent and this is the story of who she was, how she managed to write a novel, and her escape to freedom. But it is also the story of northeastern North Carolina and the prominent Wheelers and the bodies they bought and sold and used at will; the story they refused to write in their histories.

“As writers, Wheeler and Moore must have seen themselves as the state’s chosen ‘sons.’ If so, Crafts was an illegitimate daughter.”

With the mind of a scholar and the heart of a poet, Gregg takes us on his journey to find the identity of an author. Because that is what Hannah is. An author.

Remember – reading is political. Literacy is resistance.

It always has been.

AMERICAN VISA – Juan de Recacoechea

“We’re all rotting in this country. Only the dead are saved.”

Current installment of Tommi Reads the World – we’re still in the Bs.

Country: Bolivia
Title: American Visa
Author: Juan de Recacoechea
Language: Spanish
Translator: Adrian Althoff
Publisher: Librería-Editorial Los Amigos Del Libro, 1994; English translation, Akashic Books, 2007

My journey to read books from every country continues, and this time, we find ourselves in Bolivia with a  kafkaesque tale of Mario Alvarez, a high school English teacher trying to get a tourist visa to visit his son in America.  Raymond Chandler influence is seen in both the author and the character. The seedy underbelly of bureaucracy and crimes quickly exposes itself in Recacoeachea’s “crime” thriller that is less heavy on crime and more absurdity and the struggle of the “everyman.”  The novel reminded me a bit of Gary Shteyngar’s Absurdistan.

Mario’s papers are forged, like most, but his are good forgeries. When he finds out that they actually investigate the validity of the submitted paperwork because of the forgeries, he ducks out of the consulate office. He’s unsure of what he’ll do, but suicide is something he’s considered. What unfolds is the story of a man who self-sabotages at almost every turn, but who also seems largely to just go along with the flow. He starts a relationship with a “heart of gold” prostitute, develops relationships with an older man who is slowly selling his books to survive, a former soccer player, and a transvestite named Alfonso or Gardenia, “depending on the circumstances.” Mario puts together a plan to rob a gold dealer and pay $800 to have a travel agency “fix” the visa issue.  Here comes the “crime” part of this novel, but by this point, the reader knows it’s not going to work out for him.

Everyone seems a caricature in this tragicomedy that takes us through the dark alleys of La Paz – full of lies and cheats, dollars and danger, lust and longing, the novel takes us along with Mario as he tries to realize his American dream, by hook or crook.

It’s a fun ride. Read this book.

PS: I HATE YOU – Lauren Connolly

Lauren Connolly’s PS: I Hate You (Berkley Romance 2024) is absolutely stinking adorable.  It reminded me a little bit of Abby Jimenez’s Just for the Summer, especially as it related to the mental health aspects and the general goofy smile reading the novel left on my face, and I loved it.  Long story short – it’s the story of a sister traveling cross country with her dead brother’s best friend (and the man who’d broken her 19-year-old heart) to spread her brother’s ashes in the eight locations he’d provided in his final wishes.  He’d insisted they do it together, so as much as Maddie hates the idea, she knows Dom will insist on following the rules.  She’s stuck with him for eight states, but with each state will come another letter from her brother, allowing her to hold on to him for just a little longer.

Dom had loved her brother to, something Maddie realizes the more time they spend together.  She realizes her’s isn’t a singular loss and that maybe her brother had thrown them together to honor his final wishes for a reason.  Maybe he was playing matchmaker?

Despite the years and heartbreak between the pair, there’s still quite a bit of sexual tension betwixt the two.  This where the book gets a little weird; I’m no prude but the word choices in the sex scenes are, let’s just say, interesting.

In addition to heartbreak and sexual tension and the grief of losing her brother to cancer, Maddie’s dealing with a lot of childhood trauma in the form of her mother, a social media influencer who consistently uses her children, and her son’s cancer and death, as a means for “engagement” with her followers.  Parts of the novel are extremely heavy, but there is a humanness in the dark humor that defines Maddie (and her brother), and this novel has some pretty funny parts.  (And I may have cried over the tattoo scene.)

It’s a charming read.

Read this book.

WARBREAKER – Brandon Sanderson

“But time burns away behind us, leaving only ash and memory. That memory passes from mind to mind, then finally to my lips.”

After finishing The Way of Kings, someone recommended that I read Brandon Sanderson’s standalone Cosmere novel, Warbreaker (Tor 2009), before proceeding any further with The Stormlight Archives.  Color me intrigued (do you see what I did there?!?) so I ordered the book and added it to my Sanderson stack. Two Sanderson’s a month might be a little ambitious, but Warbreaker isn’t nearly the behemoth of the Stormlight epics. I would have made quick work of it, but for some general blahness (me not the book), and then when I was fully hooked, cross-legged on the bed, hungrily devouring each word, I reached the end.  Huh, I thought.  Everything stopped abruptly, and I was thoroughly confused. Then I realized I WAS MISSING THE LAST 30 OR SO PAGES. Annoyance quickly replaced confusion. Colors! What’s a girl to do?  This girl promptly ordered a new copy and waited, nose pressed to the glass, for it to arrive.  (Yes, I know the full text is available for free on his website, but I need to hold books, smell books, feel books.  It’s a me thing.)

Warbreaker is another example of excellent world and character building where the plot never dwindles while the world is built up around us.  It opens with a jail break and murder and colors, magical and fantastical powers.  And a sentient sword named Nightblood.  (Two books in, and I’ve a lot to say about Sanderson’s powerful prologues!) What follows is the tale of two princesses, one who has spent her entire life training to be sent to marry the God King as per the treaty between her homeland Idris and Hallandren, the land she is a true heir to.  And the younger sister, often disregarded as insignificant, is ultimately sent in her place. The decision by their father baffles and hurts them both.

Siri marries the God King, and her sister, Vivenna, steals away from Idris to save her sister but also to find a new purpose.  There are stunning lesser gods with witty banter and bumbling mercenaries with secrets. There are colors, powerful and magical.  There’s an army of Lifeless awaiting their commands. There are secrets.  There is political upheaval and secret passages and “awakened” disruptive rodents.  And then there’s Nightblood and the man who carries it.  There’s romance. There’s power.  And there’s Hoid, a character from The Way of Kings that I suggested (and still believe) is Sanderson putting himself in the text.

My only complaint was with Siri and Vivenna’s father.  I felt like he deserved a bit more – his treatment of his daughters was a bit unrealistic, especially after the reader was given a little glimpse into his head.

All in all, solid read. 

Read this book!

WE WILL BE JAGUARS – Nemonte Nenquimo & Mitch Anderson

“laughter was jaguar medicine.”

In 1956, Nate Saint and four other missionaries, were killed by the Waorani people of the Amazon. His sister, Rachel Saint, felt some sort of connection to the location and the people, and made it her life’s mission to “save” them.  This is the still shielded world Nemonte Nenquimo was born into in the 1980s.  We will be Jaguars: A Memoir of My People (Harry N. Abrams 2024), cowritten with her husband, Mitch Anderson, is her story, the story of her people, and the story of colonization and destruction. Every so often, I read a book that makes me long to sit cross-legged on Gay’s floor, surrounded by stacks and stacks of books, and talk about the “Three C’s” of colonization – Christianity, Colonialism, and commercialism – and how Nenquimo beautifully and brutally captures a childhood marked by all three.

When Nemonte is a little girl, all she wants is a dress.  A beautiful dress that falls past her knees and billows in the breeze.  The dresses are handed out to the children who attend church.  When her brother becomes ill, her family reaches out to Rachel Saint and the church. Nemonte gets a dress. She eventually gets a “Christian” name – becoming Inez. She craves the things of the modern world – their clothes, their teeth. Her innocence is repeatedly taken by a missionary, her voice nearly forever stuck in her throat when she realizes his wife knew. What follows is a young woman struggling with identity, forever stuck between her people and society.  In time, she finds her way back.  She hears the jaguar and finds her voice, her history.

Nemonte turns to activism, focusing on how drilling for oil has decimated her people and the land. How lands and stories and lives had routinely been stolen from the Waorani and other tribes.

We will be Jaguars prowls and pounces, never skittish.

Read this book.