ALL THE LITTLE LIARS – Charlaine Harris
OUTLANDER – Diana Gabaldon
But my attempts to watch it did result in me snagging a used copy of Outlander, the first in the series, during the times I could venture into a used bookstore worry free. It jumped to the head of my TBR pile because its bright blue cover grabbed my attention when I was looking for my next selection. I’ve never read anything by Diana Gabaldon. Truth be told, I was too young for this book when it was published in 1991. While I do think it is something my grandmother would have enjoyed and she is who often slipped me books that were perhaps a little too sexy for my age (Flowers in the Attic ring any bells?!?), I was wholly unaware of this series until Starz picked it up in 2014. Even then, it wasn’t something that grabbed ahold of me. Probably because I didn’t (and still don’t) get those fancy cable channels. Flash forward a few years to when Netflix starts streaming the first few seasons and the unpopular opinion I opened this post with – I’m not that keen on the TV series.
- I do not like Claire. In particular, I do not like how Claire treats Frank at the beginning of the book – before Jamie even enters the scene.
- I adored Frank.
- I understand that Claire loving sex is a big part of who Claire is – that was spelled out quite clearly in Mrs. Graham’s kitchen on page 23 – but the absolute worst parts of this novel are whenever Jamie and Claire are clawing at each other in the throes of passion. There are many missed opportunities in their developing relationship, in their connection to each other, that were cheated by being cut short only to have the pages filled with sex. It was a pity that sex became such a crutch as this is a pretty solid plot. (Don’t get me wrong – I love Claire’s sexual awareness.)
- Half-way through the novel, I decided I wouldn’t continue reading the rest of the series. I wasn’t invested.
- Geillis Duncan, the “witch” from 1968, deserved more pages. It’s my understanding she eventually gets them – just not in the first book.
- Jamie’s continued and repeated abuse at the hands of the man that looks like Frank and is of Frank’s blood seemed more devastating to me, the reader, than to Claire. We get a line here or there about seeing Frank’s smile on Randall’s face and how she almost willingly opened herself up to him when he was attempting to rape her, but these are flashes of the trauma she must have been going through. Quite a missed opportunity for a well-developed internal struggle. Pity.
- Her “struggle” about returning to Frank was never a struggle and it annoyed me. She never *really* wanted to go back. And her half-assed attempted was really just a plot device to get her back to Randall to be rescued by Jamie so they could have hot sex. Again.
- My favorite parts of the novel are when Claire and Jamie visit Jenny and Ian, when Jamie is imprisoned and Claire is seeking to rescue him, and at the monastery. (The wolf scene is what made me like her a little.) The best writing shows up in those sections and it was only because of them that I decided I might need to read Dragonfly in Amber.
- For someone who repeatedly said she was super disinterested in whatever her husband had to say and his passions, Claire sure enough remembered enough of what Frank told her to benefit herself in the world she found herself in.
- The descriptions of the Jamie’s rape are horrific. What Claire does to him to “break him” out of death spiral is even more difficult to read.
UNDER THE RAINBOW – Celia Laskey
In 1915, Edgar Lee Masters published Spoon River Anthology, a collection of short free verse poems that served as epitaphs for the residents of the fictional Spoon River. Masters gave a voice to the dead – and splayed the ghosts in their closets, their shattered dreams, their angry fists, their vices and virtues, their hopes and dreams, their innocence wide open for the world to peer upon and judge. The book was banned in his hometown where people realized the fictional inhabitants weren’t that far removed from the real inhabitants, but the rest of the country loved it.
I read it in the late 90s and absolutely adored it. The town of Spoon River remains a main character I cannot forget, and snippets of small town America will often call it to mind. As such, it’s not surprising that the town of Big Burr from Celia Laskey’s Under the Rainbow (2020) had me thinking of Spoon River.
Laskey’s collection is one of short stories, not epitaphs. While her characters get the chance at redemption and forgiveness and love, the stories still pack a punch as they reveal a human condition very reminiscent of Masters’s work.
The premises of the collection is that Acceptance Across America (AAA), an LGBTQ nonprofit, has sent a task force to the most homophobic town in America, Big Burr, Kansas. (Big Burr is fictional, but it really could be any small town.) The task force intends to live in this town of hate for two years as part of an experiment to see if they can change the hearts and minds of the residents. The stories are told from members of the task force as well as the townsfolks, and Laskey comes out swinging.
The first story is “Avery” – the very straight daughter of the very gay face of AAA. She doesn’t want to be in Big Burr, and she certainly doesn’t want anyone at school to know who her mom is. She goes to a party and watches one of her classmates pretend her mother, as appearing on the TV screen, is giving him a blow job. She makes some decisions that quickly show this experiment isn’t going to be all rainbows and unicorns.
Avery’s story stings, but not nearly as much as Zach’s – a classmate who becomes her friend and who is very much in the closet. (Big Burr didn’t become the most homophobic town in America for nothing.) He is abused in every sense of the word by his classmates and teachers – his pain and the darkness that he feels depicted in such a matter of fact and hopeless way that I had to take a pause after finishing it. There are so many current accounts that mirror his. Far too many.
The two stories that spoke the strongest to me, however, were Linda’s story and Elsie’s story. Linda’s son dies just as AAA descends upon the town, so she’s had her mind on things other than the “lesbian billboard” that has her neighbor all fired up. She is mourning – her grief leaking from the pages – and she’s so tired of the sympathetic sighs of her neighbors. Without realizing it, she becomes an ally. The task force embraces her, just letting her be her. They respect her grief, and she finds belonging and meaning with these strangers who become friends. Her chapter is beautifully crafted.
Elsie is also a resident of Big Burr. She’s stuck in a nursing home. Her children don’t come see her and only call her as a chore, but Harley comes like clockwork. Harley (they/them) is part of the task force and non-binary. Harley becomes more family than her own children, and Elsie loves them perhaps even more because their relationship isn’t about obligation.
After two years, the task force leaves. Laskey doesn’t leave us empty-handed though. She flashes forward ten years to take us to the wedding of one of Big Burr’s recently divorced, recently out of the closet, hunters.
So was the experiment a success? There was a lot of hurt and hate and darkness, but there was also hope and light and forgiveness. And in the end, love wins. For me, that’s a success.
Read it. Just read it.
REMEMBRANCE – Rita Woods
“I will not always be here like this for you and your sister. But when the world is black, when you think you are alone, the spirits, my spirit, will be with you, living in your heart. When you don’t know the answers, just listen. Quiet. And the answers will pour into your soul…They might not be the answers you want, but the spirits always answer.” – Remembrance, Rita Woods
The are some books that just stick with you, tight to your bones, like they’ve always been a part of you. For me, those books tend to have a hint of magical realism and typically, but not always, a post-colonial framework. Two such books, Christina Garcia’s Dreaming in Cuban and Jean Rhys’s Wide Sargasso Sea, flitted about my heart while I read Dr. Rita Woods’s stunning debut, Remembrance. CHILDREN OF VIRTUE AND VENGEANCE – Tomi Adeyemi
In 2018, debut author Tomi Adeyemi spun onto the literary scene with her magi and brilliant sparks of magic. The book deal was phenomenal. Movie rights have been acquired. Disney is at the helm. It’s a big flipping deal.
I devoured Children of Blood and Bone and encouraged my readers to join in the “magi uprising.” I did, however, find flaw with the love story, and my April 1, 2018 review reads as follows:
The love story, half-assed and out of place, was an insult. This was not, nor should it have been, a struggle of the heart. This novel would have been stronger without that pesky Romeo & Juliet story line. Trust me. Inan’s conflict should never have been with Zelie. It was always with himself, sweet Amari, and his father. Always. That story is written on their skin, in their blood.
Flash forward to 2019. The second book of the trilogy was pushed out twice, I believe, before finally hitting the shelves in December. Having now read Children of Virtue and Vengeance, I have some opinions as to why it was delayed.
In book deals, where there are deadlines, many authors falter. Tomi Adeyemi likely spent YEARS building what became Children of Blood and Bone. And then she sold it as part of book deal, which means she had to deliver book two on their schedule. I think that may be why it is rushed, jarring, incomplete; the magic is simply gone as the half-assed “love” story eats at the plot.
When I posted that Inan’s conflict was with his family, I didn’t realize how accurate a statement that was. And that conflict had the potential to be absolutely brilliant in this novel. But it wasn’t realized. It wasn’t developed. Instead, hollow characters made hollow decisions with cheap literary tricks revolving around emotions like love, lust, and anger.
All the beautiful world building was lost. The momentum behind the magi uprising fell flat. Forced words. Forced plots. Empty characters. And it hurts me to say that, because I loved this world so much. I’m hoping this book was just a rocky path to get us to book three, which will light up with that magic again.
Despite my less than glowing comments, the novel isn’t all bad – the last quarter of the book gives me glimpses of what I loved so much in Children of Blood and Bone and the ending has me excited for what can be done in book three. I just wish there had been better character development and building in this one – the characters deserved it. I will still read the conclusion, currently slated to be published next year, and I hope they get the flesh on their bones I was seeking in this book.
I’ll end this with Mama Agba’s words: “You are the children of the gods. You shall never be alone.”
BIG SUMMER – Jennifer Weiner
Jennifer Weiner released her latest novel, BIG SUMMER, early – just in time for my birthday. I don’t typically pre-order books and I’ve promised my TBR pile that I would lay off adding to it until I’d whittled it down a bit more, but I couldn’t resist. Weiner is a captivating personality, and listening to her talk about this book and seeing its beautiful summery covers had me apologizing to my stack and ordering it. No regrets. Jennifer Weiner is brilliant. As someone who has struggled her entire life with her image and weight, I’ve never felt such a connection to a character as I do to the women she writes. The older I get, the more I regret not doing things because I didn’t think I was pretty enough, skinny enough, good enough. Weiner captures those fears that were so controlling when I was younger as well as the steps I’m continuing to take toward just being happy in my skin. And the best part is the book isn’t about “body positivity” or “fat shaming” – it just happens to have an overweight protagonist who in her day to day life, deals with her own monsters – both real and imagined.HORSE HEAVEN – Jane Smiley
BEST IN SHOW – Laurien Berenson
While everything is on lockdown due to COVID-19, I am still very much working and my amount of “reading time” has seemingly dwindled, so I’m a bit behind my 2020 goals. I’m hoping to pick it back up and better manage my reading and writing time. That said, Laurien Berenson’s BEST IN SHOW was a fun and quick cozy mystery for anyone who loves the sport of purebred dogs, cozy mysteries, or dogs in general.
I’d honestly forgotten about the hot pink hardback that I’d picked up from the used bookstore. I was working on one of my works in progress, which was a murder mystery at a dog show, and I wanted to see how Berenson handled explaining aspects of the dog show without interfering with the flow of the plot. (My WIP is dark, gritty and about as far from a cozy as you can get. I set it aside for Merchants Town and haven’t found the time to return to it.) In the spirit of “research,” I bought this one and another one, and then I promptly forgot about them. But when I looked at the TBR pile, that hot pink spine called for attention.
BEST IN SHOW is a Melanie Travis Mystery, and I may have been a wee bit disadvantaged to have entered into Melanie’s world so late in the game (this is book ten in a series that she is still actively writing), but it certainly can survive as a standalone. Set at the Poodle Club of America National Specialty Dog Show, the novel is full of poodle-love. (Berenson is most decidingly a poodle person.)
Being part of what I call the “fringe” fancy (one foot in, one foot out), I am quite familiar with national specialties, and I know that PCA is the best of the best. My personal and professional experiences had me read this with a different lens, and at times I found some of her explanations obnoxious and unrealistic. (Example – I don’t much think she’d need to explain how PCA worked or how the handlers must pick up the poo at the hotel to a professional handler who has been in the sport for years.) I also questioned the trustworthiness of the narrator. At times, she seemed still the novice to the dog world, but her beloved Aunt Peg has been a top breeder of poodles for decades. Her brother is married to a professional handler. Her lover is a handler. She herself has bred a litter of poodles. This isn’t her first rodeo at PCA – though it is her first time showing; however, at times she acts like she’s never been before and doesn’t know who the Sisters, who have been running that raffle for years, are. She talks about how small the dog show world is and how the poodle world is even smaller, but she is puzzled by some of the professional handlers and doesn’t know the contenders.
I imagine I wouldn’t feel this way if I’d started at the beginning of the series, so this likely isn’t a fair criticism. I also get that much of what she does is a writing choice that affords Berenson the opportunity to explain certain things and allows her to create an air of mystery around certain folks that is necessary in a whodunit.
That said, it’s a fun little mystery. There is a murder. There is an affair between a rich client’s wife and their hot handler. There is a “fix” in the winners ring. There is a pet psychic. There is a neatly tied up resolution with an unexpected twist solved by, of course, Melanie. And then there are the poodles. Berenson does a fantastic job of capturing and appreciating the electrifying energy of a poodle, both in and out of the ring. She equally does an excellent job of capturing the thrill of even just being pulled for the long list at such a prestigious show.
As a final note, this was published by Kensington Publishing Corp. and I imagine there were multiple folks who had their hands on this manuscript before it went to print. Yet this was printed: “The problem – as every dog show exbitor knew full was – was that bredding dogs wasn’t a money-making venture.” … … … (Yes, I know there are mistakes in my works, but I also didn’t have a publishing company behind me and I did run it through spellcheck once or twice…)
As a final note that is unrelated to the book, this year’s PCA was canceled due to COVID-19. I know this was a heartbreaking decision for many, and I wish the club, exhibitors, breeders, owners, spectators and remarkable poodles the best of the best come 2021’s show.






